conversation about home – Dalia Elhassan
i never asked to leave, they took me.
feels like i’m every nation’s castaway.
mark of my mother’s prayers.
i sing songs to myself
Guest Editors: I.S. Jones and Cheswayo Mphanza
Cover Design by Tochi Itanyi
Both considered and contemporary, this is promising and exciting verse that gestures to place, language, and movement. Between these pages English is global and plural, and both literary and literal landscapes are determined from within.
These poems live, as all poems do, in language, but they are also alive too and not distanced from the everyday and the local. They leap from ‘the country running behind my feet’, to the ‘blue miracle’ of water, even as they consider what speech signifies when we choose to say: ‘merci / thank you /… and never / shukran’. Some of the contributing poets such as Clifton Gachagua, Hiwot Adilow and Busisiwe Mahlangu may be familiar to readers but perhaps this third anthology of African poets between the ages of 20 and 35 has achieved exactly what it ought to: offering us an engaging, insightful and imaginative introduction to continentally and globally new voices. These twenty-three poets rise to the occasion with preoccupations as disparate and connected as one would hope for from any collection featuring a perceptive and keenly intelligent coterie.
Across the collection, history is made as personal as it is national, home is both longed for and interrogated, languages are cajoled and questioned, and love shows its many faces as intimacy, as inter-generational memory and as worship. Poetry’s old friend ‘Grief’ underwrites large swaths of this anthology. Even as they eat and archive, wait and agitate, these poets are not afraid to reflect on the place and moment they are in, proclaiming that ‘Geometry has put our home at the centre of the world: Grief’s Capitol. & suddenly / All the flowers are sick’.
These poems are far from singular in their aesthetic ambitions and they reveal an unwavering attentiveness to everything from personal hurt to the symbolism of plants. But what may yet constitute this anthology’s true value are all these magnificent signs of listening before telling.
— Tjawangwa Dema
i never asked to leave, they took me.
feels like i’m every nation’s castaway.
mark of my mother’s prayers.
i sing songs to myself
I had a dream
I was a citizen of the sky
until a man died in police custody
and his country denied the international community
for a moment, I wonder
who invented grief. then I think grief is not the problem, really,
the problem is that the maker forgot to make a cure
desire is a delicate thing. & sometimesa dangerous thing. it could heal wounds, but also open fresh eyes in the
an owl tells me my name, says the street where I grew
a bean, my first crush turned a coin into a cowry
I breathe into this room, my bed warm enough to bless an egg
he was a young man in amreeka for the first time, first of his name to uproot the soil that raised him & 1989 was nyc, meeting winter for the first time, sleeping on an attic floor, & i take down the details furiously
he says, of course this is my last
drop, my baby, he walks with me
slowly to the door, i don’t want
to let go or say i love you,
when he shows me out
it’s a bit over (the top)
from some tv show meaning
I don’t know which is which merci
thank you from a lady’s mouth
I can’t cock a gun ’cause I’m
a debutant counting coins,
wincing when lil nigger
fingers touch my hand
The day father died and they took him away, his eyes wide open, mirroring the shock in mine, Mother chopped. Carrots, lettuce, even ginger that she didn’t like
There is always someone suggesting a way to fix yourself
There is a way to make tummy-rolls roll off you
There is a way to burn the bulge under your arm
There is a way to cut your hips
But I can tell you of the dreams
the real ones that found sloughs to dwell in
away from the cold of their own terrain
watching indifferently, the shivering bodies